SOLD
It's sold.
I held the check in my hand, marveling that it had come to that.
And then I cashed it. Well, deposited it.
I told a friend it represents freedom. He warned me not to spend my freedom too fast.
Of course, most of it's already spent, to pay the debts we owe so I can walk away clean. That's the freedom I crave. No debt. Nothing owed or borrowed. I'm not there yet, but I'm getting closer.
It's hard starting over at mid-life. Under normal circumstances, I'd be content to slide toward retirement, putter around the house, maybe take up a new hobby in my empty nest.
These aren't normal circumstances. I'm not a normal person. I'm not sure who I am, but I'm pleased I have the freedom to find out.
And the house sale is a great leap toward that. One chapter closes, and another begins.
You are a rock star. You've got this!
ReplyDeleteThank you for the vote of confidence!
DeleteYou ARE a rockstar! And while I won’t be there, I’ll be with you in spirit, and always ready to hear about the next adventure!!
ReplyDeleteDamn, girl. I’m gonna miss seeing you. You’ve been such a force for me. Fortunately, technology will let us stay in touch even separated by miles. We coffee. We wine. We Nora.
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